sábado, 3 de dezembro de 2016

Toxic (17/06/2016)



The pain is grand
The suffering spreads through the air
Blue rays, bitter sweet, souring, poisoning, contaminating…
And I´m here still
But the thoughts are clouded, fading
I try to breathe. I can´t. It´s too heavy.
I gasp instead
I want to numb my senses
I want to drug my conscience
Why not? What´s stopping me?
I´m too afraid now
So much has been lost
Yet much more could be broken
I don´t have the guts to risk it anymore
So all I have left is fantasy
An imaginary needle to bring the so craved harmony
I urge for the absence of thoughts and feelings
I wish not to be
I inhale the nothing
Swallow the emptiness
In the attempt of making myself hallow
Then I shower my very atoms with acid so they no long are
And finally, I´m free…

M.

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